Today I went for aerobic classes. I couldn’t catch up with the step . I had a nice walk with my aerobic teacher home . I felt quite down as I feel I couldn’t catch the step .I feel I am like a clumsy elephant jumping on a step board.
I feel shameful to be in arebic classes with many beautiful ladies. I walked home with my aerobic teacher and she share a lot of good stories , and she gave me bak chang .But I am too pai she to accept it .but I think her mum got the heart to give me . I really wanted it .But feel to pai she to take.
But Today I had a good day . I had a chit chat with Fang Fang in office whole day .Then stalk someone on facebook.
Finally I was assigned task to do . Jiahao offered me mentoes and I became addicted to it and start taking more than 3 of his sweets.Jiahao start to say I took 3 already . I told him , I buy 1 dozen to pay him back .then I went to find Shirleen , and Shirleen helped me , when I asked her to help me to get mentoes on her way .She did and she gave me as present , I wanted to pay her but she refuse and I give it to Jiahao and make a small joke of it .Then I found these bunch of friends accept me for who I am , and what I am .I am blessed to know them.
The only thing I am abit worried when will I slim down , I am very Worried that I will not able to wean off my SSRI and will I forever be in current shape. But then there were some encouragement given by people around me.
I not supposed to be online at this hour because it caused me to be sleepless whenever I surf the net at night . Doctor instructed me of sleep hygiene and keeping away from things that excite me ...But I came online to check blog and have a nice chat with Edward cullen.
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