Lately , Black dog following me around

LAtely My Black dog had been following me around .

I know it because I had no mood for anything .Basically everything. It is good because it stop me from spending excess. But then it is like I had no mood to exercise go for any of my lessons.

Now I am now trying to reading the daily bread .

I have been dreaming about funny things lately . Like my cousin baby .
I dont know why. I think Sub consiously maybe I was envying him alot .
He had a baby son now. And the baby look cute .
But I wasnt invited.
So I dreamt about I was invited and all the doctor was there and I was left at the door .

Just as I always go to his place and I had to wait together with his patient for just helping him out . I got fed up of his ignorant and proud ways . I decided not to help him at all.

So ..sub consious I am dreaming of him.

lately I am reading a book called Unstruck . I was thinking whether should I buy this book .To be honest , the book had good recommendation and help step to guide you .But then ...It is not cheap .

Then when I start buying this book , there are some book inside which recommends more about other books And i shall be openning the sha jie and keep purchasing again.

No I dont want that to happen .