The Joy of Living

I think I am not beautiful . But someone say it is all in the brain . I appreciate what been said . Another friend , common I am not a person who is so swallow , it is who inside that counts . Maybe afterall this is a beautiful world . When I open my email , I had a surprise picture of leo. I feel he look more like a gaming guy , a person who love to play games(Video games) . Anyway I thank Him .
But I am happy when I can do little to bring happiness to others. The joy of living , is seeing people appreciating you .
Today is my sister’s birthday . I wanted to give her a little surprise . Actually I thought of sending via delievery company .But then I thought it wasn’t as meaningful for me to get special for her. Well , Shirleen. She is like a little sister to me who always encourage me whenever I hit my lowest period . I would sms her and share my woe with her. I remember once I cried and I sms her . It was her holiday that day . she took the time to comfort me .
I always thought after I left there, wouldn’t find a sister after Sandra .I am glad I found new sister here. Rena lend me her SAFRA card.
I used the card and brought the special marathon socks for my marathon this Sunday .
I wanted to get the metabolism nutrition pack , so today I took a taxi to Marine parade just to buy that product and the personnel doesn’t give me one nutrition pack . I thinking leaving the product here because my mum would scold me if she see a lot of craps at my home .
I brought Fancl slim product yesterday . I find them useful.
So next month I better keep to my budget .I am so happy today . My mum always yelled at me lately and get alittle worried about me . I had a cup of coffee and I having caffeine poisoning now
“Love is the great miracle cure. Loving ourselves works miracles in our lives

LOVING TREATMENT

Deep at the centre of my being there is an infinite well of love.
I now allow this love to flow to the surface.
It fills my heart, my body, my mind, my consciousness, my very being, and radiates out from me in all directions and returns to me multiplied.
The more love I use and give, the more I have to give, the supply is endless.
The use of love makes me feel good; it is an expression of my inner joy.
Yes, I love myself, therefore I take loving care of my body.
I lovingly feed it nourishing food and beverages.
I lovingly groom it and dress it and my body lovingly responds to me with vibrant health and energy.
I love myself, therefore I provide for myself a comfortable home, one that fills all my needs and is a pleasure to be in.
I fill the rooms with the vibration of love so that all who enter, myself included, will feel this love and be nourished by it.
I love myself, therefore I work at a job that I truly enjoy doing, one that uses all my talents and abilities, working with and for people that I love and love me, and earning a good income.
I love myself, therefore, I behave in a loving way to all people for I know that that which I give out returns to me multiplied.
I only attract loving people in my world for they are a mirror of what I am.
I love myself, therefore I forgive and totally release the past and all past experiences and I am free.
I love myself, therefore I love totally in the now, experiencing each moment as good and knowing that my future is bright, and joyous and secure, for I am a beloved child of the universe and the universe lovingly takes care of me now and forever more.
And so it is.

Louise L. Hay