The sense of what I should had known yet I felt injustice been done to me

I had a great frustration over me . This sense came when I start to castrophize and I thought it is not what I heard.
I couldnt breathe , I couldnt sleep , I couldnt calm myself down. There were thought of unjust treatment , anger and resentation I had towards so many things.
good things is cin soh , Ang Lai fang and Serene .. the below 2 pick up my call .


I am miserable . I thought of ways to kill myself by popping the whole bottle of sleeping pills and then kill my dog with me .Because I dont think I had a stable income to take care of him and bring him to see the vet for his parasite . From the sound of the what been said to me, It is like indirectly telling me to quit this job .

But I hate been said that I couldnt survie anywhere. And I should Do social work and i feel looked down and tagged by what people like to do ....


I am hurt . I cried .. I died... I slept .. I wake up ...the whole world is moving and I couldnt ......