It will just appear when u learst expect it

I thought David would called me .but He didnt . So i was abit discouraged. Part of me thinking of calling him .But I think It is better to clear myself from married men .
But I become abit sadden by the sudden high and low when David didnt call at all.
maybe afterall , The soulmate book by Ariellette stated that sometimes it will appear when you least expect it.

Today is the day I can blog here

LatelY I think I am in a roller coaster.
Today It is the only day I can blog here.....
Had been busy about Job ..And going into GARbage eating ...
eating Old Chang Chee Chicken wings ..and tibits . I dont know why I just love salty food.

prince charming coming to me SOON !

I begining to Believe Good things are flowing to me .
I will be meeting my prince charming soon .
I met someone who is what I wish .
Someone who I wouldnt feel unwelcome. but of coz time is essential in everything .Today I meet Gui ren who taught alot of things about myself .
lately I am indulging in Potato Chips , chicken wing and funny food .
And I was told I could take chicken wings , Lambs chops that will help me .
Hahahha..friend spicy food.
And Sleep on red mattress instead of pinky mattress.
Whatever...good things are FOLLOWING TO MY LIFE

A HEART WARMING MOVIE FRONT IN CLASS MUST WATCH ....

A Good show that MOtivate me alot is ...

Front IN CLass.
It talked about a person having an illness
(mental kind inhertiance)
Embrassment and how his father didnt able
to accept his illness .Something in life
cannot be fixed .it is sometimes accepting
faint.

His determination to be a teacher impressed me.
He never allow the illness to get him down .
They see the world I will not I cant .

How much had I seen beyond my adversity and
have a ever use determination to overcome .

Maybe oneday I can say what can I learn from my depression?
My constant companion My depression .
He is a great teacher.
What can U learn from this disabilities

You learn to keep going.
You learn not to let it stop you .
You learn NOT TO let it win .

coping with depression will give me a value lesson that anyone can ever learn
To NEVER NOT LET ANYTHING STOP YOU FROM CHASING YOUR DREAM .FROM WORKING,OR PLAYING
OR FALLING IN LOVE

Dark Dog Bite at me again

Suffering depressed is not easy .

And People beside u to understand what u going through is worst .

Some people think it is all in your brain .

Well I think if ONLY they had been you .

THEY BEEN through the SHIT you had been .
MAYBE then they would say whether if they can talk so easily.

I wrote an email to my loved one to share my fears.
This afternoon I had an event which trigger my sudical depression attempt .

But the implusive of buying a 5 finger brought me now where I am now .
Chitting with my loved one.

xxxxx say
u have to help yourself...
no one can help u
this is your own life
its very hard for ppl to help u
thus... u need to help yourself
this is reality
like i say....
u r u
I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF JUZ NOW says:
yah
xcxxx says:
they r not u
as long u feel its time to do it
just do it

Some words to HELP myself through this castrophic

I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF JUZ NOW said:
thas
xxxxx said:
other may not always agreed w u
I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF JUZ NOW said:
thx u are right
xxxxxxsaid:
if they agreed w u... its a gift
if they dun, its ok...
if other opportiunities... can run le
I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF JUZ NOW said:
thx
but will I be shit as he say ?
I will be shit in any other company/'

xxxx says:
u r when u think u r
u r not when u dun think u r
its all about u
shit ppl will never call themselves shit
they will always call other ppl shit

Brought A new Herbal Black Cohash

http://ods.od.nih.gov/factsheets/blackcohosh#h6


Who should not take black cohosh?