Some words to HELP myself through this castrophic

I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF JUZ NOW said:
thas
xxxxx said:
other may not always agreed w u
I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF JUZ NOW said:
thx u are right
xxxxxxsaid:
if they agreed w u... its a gift
if they dun, its ok...
if other opportiunities... can run le
I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF JUZ NOW said:
thx
but will I be shit as he say ?
I will be shit in any other company/'

xxxx says:
u r when u think u r
u r not when u dun think u r
its all about u
shit ppl will never call themselves shit
they will always call other ppl shit