Dark Dog Bite at me again

Suffering depressed is not easy .

And People beside u to understand what u going through is worst .

Some people think it is all in your brain .

Well I think if ONLY they had been you .

THEY BEEN through the SHIT you had been .
MAYBE then they would say whether if they can talk so easily.

I wrote an email to my loved one to share my fears.
This afternoon I had an event which trigger my sudical depression attempt .

But the implusive of buying a 5 finger brought me now where I am now .
Chitting with my loved one.

xxxxx say
u have to help yourself...
no one can help u
this is your own life
its very hard for ppl to help u
thus... u need to help yourself
this is reality
like i say....
u r u
I WANTED TO KILL MYSELF JUZ NOW says:
yah
xcxxx says:
they r not u
as long u feel its time to do it
just do it