I wanted to help out my cousin to do his website .But part of me is very angry that he didnt invited me to his new born baby( my nephew) . So who cares anyway ? but I thinking of doing something useful . Doctor told me . Hold on ...U will be forever down . U will be up . When is it?When shall that day come?
I had been plagued . I am happy to see Yoda ,yet I am fearful for falling for him . At times I am very afraid my consious will disappear . I thinking of messaging him hello ..Good morning . Have a good day ahead .>big kiss kiss..Then I think I would draw boundaries..Coz after all ...we all know where we stand.....I dont know what to do .
I complete my marathon .And there will sense of achievement .But after it was just pure aches . I walk with a Blade runner . I think he is good and feel with enderance even his blading legs are hurting him .And i realised...even he lost his legs , he didnt lost his spirit . But what am I doing? Why had i lost my spirit so .......easiler...
So a few more days ..I take the cup of wine and sings .. Auild lang syne ...
confused ...lost ...disturbed distress.....
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