sometimes i think I need a exercise partner

I trying to kick my addiction of someone in my life .

I trying to BLOCK HIM .
IGNORE HIM .
KEEP AWAY FROM HIM .
run away from him .

Because I don't want myself to be hurt by such insolence .
Thanks for Good friend . Jay .thanks for remind me that I still had to live .

But I am in abit darkness.
I was wishing for a friend who can really exercise with me . I hope someone .Even a gal who would motivate me to Exercise AND GET my butts out of my room and snap me out of this darkness.
Because sometimes when I go home , I feel I am in world of noise.
I think I find my family is NOT LOVING .
My family suxz .But whether they are or not . They arent . It is just within my brain.
then I wish someone would tell ,"Sure let go for a jog after work today ."

yah .................just a friend .God would you grant me a friend who willingly to motivate me in my fitness life .

God a friend is all i asked . Exercise partner .