Nothing under the sun catch my sense

I am very stress lately .
And I into Kettle chips .. I take 1 packet of kettle chips everyday . My good colleagues asked me U are reducing fat right . Everyday We see u munching all the way . It wouldn't helped much .
I told them . I don't care . I am too stress to reduce weight .
I have no motivation to trim fatness because I am very upset and Stress.
WHAT AM I STRESSFUL ABOUT ?

That the question I had been asking myself .

I start to hate everything around me.
Find it overwhelming and taxing .
No Joy in anything.
Nothing seem to interest me at all.
Something was wrong with me.

I had good friends , everything ...What was lacking in my life?
Focus , Hope .....

What was wrong , I couldnt reply that .

What I wanted ?
Where am I going ?
why I am so lost ?
I am sick of grumbling and nagging of parents.
I feel cautious afraid of everything around me

But why I love carbohydrate food? They just calm my spirit down.

BUT I forgotten or purposely forgotten that carbohydrate is going to increase my weight around the waist line.

I had lost my determination and interest in everything suddenly .